What If?

What if I told you?
What if I said I was happy?
What if I said I was afraid?
What if I say I am sad?
What if I say I am empty?
What if I could say that I feel alone everyday?
What if I could say that in a room full of people, I would be a million miles away?
What if I already relive the same day over and over again?
What if I already felt gone?
What if I told you that everyday is the worst day of my life?
What if...?