No Good Will Come From This.

I wish that I could say I was happy, but I'm not.

The truth is that everyone has their good and bad days. But when you enter a particular point in your life were everyday starts and ends the same and its unfavorable, you begin to wonder. Its just a loop. So do i deserve this? Will I ever pay for this?  Do I deserve kindness for my mistakes?

The answer is already made up. I have agreed already. I've landed in this dark, and continue on the path. Where others give up, I will continue. I will hold it in. I will shoulder this darkness so others won't have too.

Nobody would hear my calls anyway. But who really could?